Tomorrow is B-day!!

So, I can't believe it already is here!! Baby day!! I am nervous, anxious, irritated, excited, annoyed, overwhelmed, frustrated, and every other emotion I can imagine. Nervous, anxious, frustrated are because of the c-section and that baby girl didn't come earlier for me to attempt a VBAC and because the docs won't let me go longer to try for that VBAC. Irritated, annoyed, overwhelmed, frustrated because my hubby has been working so many hours lately that nothing has gotten done around the house and I have had NO motivation or energy to do anything. Also, John has been promising me he would do things around here and get our place clean and that NEVER happened. FRUSTRATING!!!

Oh well. John has been working 12-13 hour days and is pretty beat by the time he gets home. I feel for him and am SO thankful he's willing to work as hard as he does on a daily basis and then comes home to deal with my hormonal self. I am hoping that once all the hormones relax that I will too. I am getting pretty tired of all the hormones going crazy too.

Anyhoo, I am hoping and praying that everything goes smoothly and on time tomorrow although I wouldn't mind having another week to get everything taken care of. Our weekend (last weekend) flew by. I scrapbooked with a few friends for the last time in awhile probably and John hung out with Aidan and watched movies. Needless to say we were pretty lazy all weekend.

So, keep your eyes on the blog I am hoping that the Internet will work at the hospital with my laptop and that my laptop will work (its been on the fritz lately). I really want to be able to post pics of baby girl for everyone to see and for everyone to know that she is here!! We will be staying with my mom for about 2 weeks or so while I recover and for her to help out with Aidan. So I need my laptop to be working there too. So, if I am a bit MIA for the next 2 weeks its probably because my laptop is not working. Can't wait for you all to meet our beautiful daughter!!!